ode to kerouac

 

                        -i-

hola

    kerouac

          trackless beat king headstander middleage now and sainted in

    concrete jungles of reflections and critique

 

unanswered noiseless

          seeping beneath the door of manhattan

        pass the final stew

 

    oh bye and bye and bye

            oh god

            kerouac

            where are you going?

    no! no! no!

    too many deaths!

    too many lost prayers!

    too many hidden gillette razors in the medicine cabinet!

    too many false face pig dog rodniks!

oh prophet!

    what about the rockies

    and the unshirted muscles of the highway?

    are you an old man

    old man

    when i sat at your black ink on paper feet

and bent an ear to the scribblings from your pencil tongue?

 

                        -ii-

 

kerouac!

writer!

ring in the american literary bathtub unremoved by foamy ajax!

holy demon of life!

      eating apple pie and ice cream and talking to statues

            was your game

      chicago brain ravaged

      new york genitals lavished

      san francisco right hand grasped

      denver legs pegging the prairie

oh tin automobile tooling nowhere nobody anywhere

       once passed out

                      in mexico jungle pitched night

budda of skin

passerby of the dogged green planet whirled backwards and split

            hammered on a brass mountain of society

            and left the original marks of his teeth

    on the breasts of seventy or so women

        and cried with the rest of the angry neurotic

                        uncorked wine bottles

    breach of the peace!

help!

    robber of life!

       marching with madmen and poets and singers of songs and

       okies and jazzmen cottonpickers peapickers green man low

 

                        -iii-

 

unannounced vision post war hub bub bub

the invention of death!

        no reason in the reasonless rearranged human sack of bones

            for your eyes

read the digging passage

            sitting on travelers checks

            no signature here for nothing

oh brash priest taking a leak on the pulpit

            ringing jazz from vinyl saxophones

your sermon was heard far and wider less the last pew on which sat

                the unborn

        who came only with cameras and could not hear

    through the unsoft but hollow womb of dead bellied speech

roaring rocket church sunday morn' in the mind

         well good mawnin' mista pahsun

i snapped my fingers to the tune as you strangled the language

          with a typewriter ribbon to catch every groan

          yea to squeeze the last sound from a word

 

                        -iiii-

 

kerouac!

what will happen to you

in the windows of manhatten

     after you cash another check

    where will you go

     in a footless airplane

when will the soup of pershing square ooze through your teeth

when will you wake up from your stupor on the beds of san francisco

        with a can of forgotten warm beer

childless saint!

catching your breath in a wooden jar of modern danish furniture jabs

        creating hallucination for esquire

        making reality out of college rugs

       you mad bastard you

       telling the truth

       and leaving your shadow nowhere

 

    thats all over now

    done man!

rest easy oh lover of life

rest easy oh holy priest of beat westward journeys

rest easy oh holy priest of beat westward journeys

take it easy oh blessed madman

        give your ears to the chinese for soup

        eyeball your way to new lands of american magazines

        know all and drink and lay women and laugh

        and write raving mouthfuls of words

 

    what the hell is life anyway

      but a burlap bag full of

        highways and poetry

         and who could have

         forged its purity

            more madly

 

and then taken a huge bite out of the upper crust and whispered

                snip snip snip my mystical scissors

 

                                                            boca chica key l964

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